HAPPY ANNISVERSARY okayy ! =,=

we have nt set correct date , but i still remmbr diz month is the 1st year annivrsary kite kan b . thnx sgt to all who ever you give to me . bby appreciate sgt all of it b . i wnt to say to you that i am vry hppy with you . i still will love you until my last breath and maybe i will nt forget you . i knw you dnt remmbr even moth rght ? sokey nvrmind . i still love you okayy . thnx you vry muchhh ! HAPPY ANNISVERSARY ..

my dear amy (:

sayang , my love for you is a journey . starting at forever and ending at never . loving you is like food to my soul . plzz always remember that i'll always love you la b . hopefully after diz kite x gado and b care bout me , treat me as your gf !! i wnt your love . my life is empty without you , you make me smile , you make me laugh and you make me happy . yes, u're the one only reason im smile and im happy . i cnt live without u . you've made for me . you deserve me sayang . your the guy that i run for . left nothing inside without you in my heart dear . theres a place inside my heart is empty and only you can fill in . loving you is like happiness to me . and i will never hurt you again and again . thnx you so much sayang . take care . iloveyousomuch b . only you and jz you forever =)

expression of my heart .. =,=

if you knw .. 

when i fall in love , you do nt necessarily have evrything but you are all in my heart . 

if you knw .. 

when i shed tears , that does nt mean i am weak , but i am looking for strength to remain steadfast love you . 

if you knw .. 

when i am angry , i was nt able to control his feelings but trust me, that means i am very caring and loving you . jz look at the new couples in love , they rarely fight . but believe me they love growing in a person , more about many of the disunity . 

if you knw .. 

when i said , i wnt you to change , that does nt mean i dnt wnt to accept you as they are , but i wnt to make you better , nt for myself , but for your future . 

if you knw .. 

when i was jealous and did nt believe you , does nt mean i dnt care .. but i too love you and still consider you a child that still need attention . sometimes i worry too much if overconfidence , you will betray the trust given . very strong maternal instincts i jz wnt the best for you . 

if you knw .. 

when i sulk , dnt say i was a pretender . i am nt to be persuaded with money or a dozen prizes , but enough with the attention who can make me feel appreciated . 

if you knw .. 

when i seldom say 'i love u', it does nt mean i do nt really love 

but i wnt you to feel self-love me , non-attendance of the words but also through body language. 

if you knw .. 

when i said the same i miss you , i really mean it . when far away , your shadow will always play in the eyes . 

if you know .. 

when i said the other man is better than you , dnt believe my words bcz i jz wnt to test you . i wnt to see how far you are willing to be the best in my eyes . although you actually really is the best in my liver . as long as i am with you , believe me , 

although i think there are many other better in my eyes but in my heart , you are still the best . 

if you knw .. 

when i said , "plzzz leave me!" i dnt mean ask you to go forever . i jz wnted to calm my mind a little . thats bcz i really love you . i most love you . 

if you knw .. 

indeed , God created man and woman with a distinctive difference . but if they understand each other , they will complement and complete . the woman was created by God's wonderful . i was also there to support you  and make your life better . you are very precious to me sayang ........

can you .. ????

Cn you take me away and never let me go back ?

Cn you hold me in your arms and promise

everything will be ok ?

Cn you kiss my lips and make all my problems disapear ?

Cn you love me as much as i love you 

MOHD ZAIMIE ZULKEPLI ???

evything is over ...

ended with the breakup . myb diz is destiny for us . we try to keep diz relationship as long as possible but  mate is not on our side . wlaupn aku prnh ckp that i could nt lose you but i will try to accept all of diz .  i do nt knw wht must i do . im always hoping to be with you again . we have been facing so many hard times together .  you've heard me say that i dnt knw what i would do if i lost you and right now im losing you.. hurmm ya Allah plzzz show what is the best for your servant .. hope Allah show that the best for me .. :'( 
istillloveyouAMY =,=

stop crying !!

i swear on diz nite , my tears will not be so easy to flow out .. i really really swear diz is the last time . I will be a strong woman . yeahh! i will do !! .. I'm really tired of all diz .. plzz gve me the opportunity to showcase my smile evry day .. sincere smile ! and for now i would change everything .. i swear .. i will be a nt easy to be sad , i will be a strong , i will be a nver shed a tear so easily okayy !!! smiling is my life now .. and forever !aien is a new person now .. 

wht cn i do ? hurmmm =,=

i will always regret that day that i broke up with you . i knw with my attendance jz make a trouble . select the best one for you . i've tried to be the best for you but it all did nt anthing for you rght ? hurmm myb im nt the best for you .. im sorry bcz i had to do all diz . your better man , your perfect , you cn get a good woman . i do nt wnt to be like before . every night i cry jz bcz of you !! i cnt stand like diz!!...hurmmm  i can trick myself that i love you so much . but you alwys hurt me . why ? why amy ... :'(
until when you wnt to hurt me ? wht my mistake ? tell me now !! huh .. i do nt knw wht the outcome of our relationship . i really really love you . you knw tht i really love you rght .. but why you do diz amy ! hurmm i dnt knw wht cn i do now .. huh im jz trust in fate .. by :'(

disappointed .. =,=

forgive me for wht i've done . i knw sorry is jz a word but for wht its worth i am very sorry . i knw with my attendance jz make a trouble . i jz wnt to try get you back , but i knw im nt ur choice . everything i do , i still keep trying to make us like before but it jz make my heart more sick ! i cnt do anything jz now ! even you already make my heart sick , but i cnt hate you dats bcz i already love you and its nt easy to missing ! i was nt strong for all diz . every night i cry jz bcz of you . i cnt stand like diz !!  you already gave me high hopes . i knw jz cry . i cn nt stand that kind of every day . im so sick to face all diz . i jz try to show my smile and hiding my tears . im nt strong enough to face all this !! im so weak !! i wnt you , i always present for you when you sad diz before . i give you everything but i knw its nt enough . but no one cn treat me like you do . im very comfortable when im with you . no one could ever take ur place . if i have a bad day , i hope you will shower me with confidence and smile dats bcz only you can make me happy . but i knw you cnt do . i will not-stopping to be like diz . remains waiting you SAYANG ...... ^_^

my soul

time i was little my mom and my dad take care with love until i was already an adult now , although i am a stubborn child who never wnt to listen to them . but i have no intention to wnt to hurt her . im sorry mama ayah for all the mistakes . ive ever done !! thnx you so much for always patient with my temperament . i am getting older . im aware and i will nt do wht mama ayah do nt like it . i promizz !! whn im sad , when i hard my mom is always there to support me always , always give advice close to me . thnx you very much . all that i cn nt respond . only god can cross it . i cn only pray for my mom and my dad . may god extend the life of them . may god always close to my mom and my dad good health . that i am capable of doing . mama ayah never complained when i care . i was raised well . thnx you once again . i was able to smile when i am look your face !! i am happy if you could always have my eyes . i do nt care nothing else !! ma ayah .. i appreciate the sacrifice you will . unfortunately i have nt stopped . your everything to me !! you always hug me .. LOVEYOUSOMUCH MAMA AYAH !!!!!! 

i want .....

i love thee with the breath , smiles , tears , of all my life ! and , if God choose , i shall but love thee better after death . i wnt to be everything to you . i wnt to be a person who is always on your side . i wnt to become a woman who is always in the pamper by you . i wnt to become the first person you are looking for hugs . i wnt to be a person who can always be a kiss from you . i wnt to be belong to you ! i am willing to be everything to you , bcz i really love you !!  i hope you knw how much you really mean to me . your the reason why i get up in the morning , the reason why i do all the things i do bcz of how you treat me . i need your love . i love you !! thnx for be so kind with my heart . i will cherished our memories . no one could ever take your place.

thnx ... =,=

thnx for always supported me , always gave me advice . although sometimes i do nt listen to advice you but you never complained .. thnx you very much . you are a heart of gold . i was lucky to know you ! you always say that i always forget you . but you do nt knw that i never forget you . i did nt call you bcz i was bz . but you are always in my mind .. you too good for me baby ! wht i wnt you to knw is that I LOVE YOU but i do nt knw really wnt to show how .. SORRYY .. but i will try ! thnx you for always there beside me .. :) ILOVEYOUVERYMUCHAMY

sorry sayang .. :'(

i dnt wnt to hurt you and i do not mean to hurt you even im always hurting you , thnx bcz you still let me to spend the night with you . it is the best thing ! im sorry and im always hoping to be with you again . we have been facing so many hard times together and i hope you wont ruin all diz jz bcz of some little thing . in diz reality life we have to accept that everybody have made a mistakes and we try to keep diz relationship as long as possible . plzz believe me diz time . take me as your girlfriend. i will love you as before . hold my hand again . only you are able to grasp hold of my hand . i wnt to be back with you as before every time you hold my hand although i like miss and leave you but you never complained and continued to grasp my hand . i knw why you do not release my hand , bcz you wnt to keep me safe with you .. and now plzz hold my hand back . i promise i will nt remove your hands again . i try to give happiness to you and i will try nt to hurt you again sayang ...

diz my mama :)

mama .. is an undying love . a love beyond compare . your arms were always open when i needed a hug . your heart understood when i needed a friend . your gentle eyes were stern when i needed a lesson . your strength and love has guided me and gave me wings to fly . you  the best mom . who always had a smile for me , i knw we may be far apart right now so here's a great big hug and kiss . i love you very much mama ! happy mother's day 

you .... =,=

i wnt to laugh with you , i wnt to cry in your arms , i wnt to complain all the problems i am close to you , i jz wnt you to give me a kiss every morning and night . i wnt you hug me , i wnt you to call me baby , i wnt you to say you love me evry day . only you can kiss my forehead and now you knw that you a very special place in my heart .. i dnt knw wht i would do if i lost you .. no one could ever take your place . i'll always be beside you until the very end and i wnt you with me . i dnt wnt anyone else to be in your arms , i dnt wnt anyone else to be the one you love . im scared bcz i dnt wnt anyone else to have your heart and im scared bcz i dnt wnt anyone else to take my place . i will always be with you when you need me and i remain will be with you . i will love you forever only you . forever ! 

hope everything will be fine .. =,=

ya Allah plz show wht is the bst for your servant . if so he is my soul mate , you simplify things for me to have it . and you simplify our relations . plzz be strong my love to him . i jz wnted him ! i jz wnt the bst for our relationship , i knw i need to be patience for diz. i hope i am waiting for him , unfortunately i will not turn to someone else ! i have to defend my love for him but i do not knw if i can keep up with all this . i hope evrything will be fine. i will still wait for him . i really love him so much =,=

me and you ..

maybe God wnts us to meet a few wrong people bfore meeting the right so that when we finally met, we must knw how to thank you for the gift . love starts , ups and downs we went through together. share everything . although not the first , you are my one true love. never say goodbye when you still wnt to try, never give up for this relationship .  your smile makes a dark day seen bright . our relationship is a great love affair and  i'll always hold you close to my heart . i love you sayang ....

sacrifices my parents .. these are my parents!

there is no way to pay for what you do for children . i should say sorry to mom dad cz i knw i always hurt you mama ayh . im not going to ignore all your sacrifices . you give and keep trying to give better than they ever had for your children . ma ayah , you always try showing right path and being motivator for me and  give up all for me . also  forgive all mistakes made by kids . ma ayah , you is the bounty of Allah . i love my parents and all the world parents .
FARIDAH BINTI RASADI my mama !
MAT ISHAK BIN MOHAMMED my ayah !
 I love my parents very much !! 

so sad ........ =,=

27.3 Obviously its my birthday . hurmmm but on this date i am too sad kot .. huh honsly so sad smpai xley nk kate ape kot . ptt ke sowg bf cnt remember my birthday ? while i was with him at that time . hurmm  he can have fun with friends , tepat pukul 12 a.m i still felt his side to wait word BABAY HAPPAY BIRTHDAY but but he did nt say anything to me . sad right ? hello ladies out there, what do you think when incidents like this happen to you all ? then you are sad, right ? that my feel at that time , really really sad .. huh ! i decided to go to toilet sb xnk dy npk aku nges . i sit inside and cry . 

nt describe how my feeling at that time . lame jgk aku kt dlm toilet tuh smpai bf aku txt sy baby kt ner ? huh so damn ! then aku rply ape yg aku rase smbil tears do not cease to flow . blah blah blah blah .................

in the car he said baby b mtk maaf . b xd niat nk saketkn hati baby , b terlupa ... sori baby . i kept silent . i dnt knw wht to sy . crying and crying . dlm kepala otak aku nih mcm2 persoalan yang aku sndri xtau mane aku nk crik answer utk setiap question yang bermain dfikiran aku that time . lastly i asked him to send me back home ... far enough . ape yg jd seterusnye bia aku dgn dy je yg tahu :'(

My bf so cute !! ngeee :)

sometimes my bf look so cute ! when he smiles feel like seeing something very beautiful . hehe . and he also simple and kind . hurmm sayang you couldn't be replaced from my heart so i dnt wnt to lose you . evn kite selalu gaduh but i still love you and hope itu bukan reason for us to end this relationship . i love you so much mohd zaimie bin zulkepli . (^_^)

i love my family so much !!

thnx so much to my family especially to ayah , mama and angah must not forget to my uncle ABDUL RAZAK BIN RASADI . you all a lot of sacrifices for me . do nt knw how i wnt to say thnx to you guys . this time i will do my bst , i will . i'll think twice b4 doing anythng . and i'll take the advantages of what had happend around me and our family .. family come's first and we are all apart of them.a "FAMILY". i want only the prayers of you guys . i hope god bless . you guys mean more to me . sori ..i love you so much !! ayah , mama , angah and my uncle for evythng ..